Hey hey every1! I'm sorry to say I'm done w/ this site...aww I know you're all heart broken...but the good news is...I made a new one!! youxfoundxme...check it out! well this may be the shortest entry I've ever writen...i will ttyl and luv u all lots! good-bye out_my_window!

<333 Lauren

Argh...this week is going by sooo slow. School has been pretty good and the class i normally hate totally made my day yesterday... in Geometry we got our test scores from last week back...and I got a 93%, that's like one of the first A's I've gotten on a test in there all year...and my grade went back to a B+. yea...I'm sad I know...lol, but I was excited. Also, volleyball in pe is almost over...heh my team doesn't let me hit the ball ne more...not after yesterday. heh oops...lol. So today in English we finished reading Romeo and Juliet the play and movie...and idk I think it's an amazing story. Many people don't like it because of how the entire story revolves around just 4 days and they don't think two can fall in love that fast. As for me...I think its just amazing...ok so maybe the 4 day thing is alitlle extreme. You don't usually see two people fall in love, get married, have one banished from the town, and then kill themselves all in 4 days...heh that would be one exciting week. But I mean it is fiction and a play...what do you expect? At first I thought the story would only bore me and I wouldn't be able to understand it...but i turned out loving it. I think its super cute and sweet...and infact I love their english. If only Americans today could speak such words and soo beautifully. But I do belief in love at first site and being crazy for someone...obviously not that fast, but idk I've always believed when you find the one you will just know. I'm not quite sure where I'm going w/ this...but next time you read the sappy play of Romeo and Juliet try to see it in a different way, with new eyes...maybe then you will see the beauty and truth in it. well don't have much else so say...I will ttyl and luv u all lots!!

<333 Lauren

Random Thoughts/Blonde Moments of the Day:

1. Asia is a continent...not the country next to China...which means Chinesse people are asian as well. heh...let's just say I had a moment today...

2. Who invented the plunger...and why did they make it pink?

3. Why are tires black?

4. Why does soap bubble when you put it in water?...im serious...i wanna know

5. Did the cave men have ne teeth...and if they did how bad do you think they needed crest white strips?

6. Ambulances and fire trucks can honk their horns too...its not always the car behind you honking at you to run a red light... 

7. Are colored paper clips hand painted?

8. How do matresses w/o springs still bounce?

Mwahahaha...they're back! lol If you found those scary...just know that's what I often wonder about all day. Hope u enjoyed those...<3

Last night was one of the best nights I've had in quite awhile...I went to go see the Aviater w/ my possey, minus Jenessa. I had a really good time even though the movie was pretty weird. None of us really understood it...and I'm not sure I ever will. But I don't really mind...Earlier that day, school was pretty good,  a pretty easy Friday...and after school was amazing. Went back to the park for about 2 hours just to talk and relax. mmm other updates...Thursday-Ok day at school. We started volleyball in PE....heh let's just say I'm not too good at that game. Every year I manage to get hit in the face or just suck at it...so yea the next two weeks in there should be interesting. lol Although the school days are starting to by quicker...I can't wait till spring break. Even after our lil 4 day weekend...idk I just want some more time to relax, hang w/ people, and sleep-in.

You know after the entry I wrote about hating being a freshman I'm not so sure I do ne more...I mean after thinking about it, I do feel lucky to have 3 more years of high school, the best years of all our lives. If these other years are like this one, my freshman year, then I think I'm going to love highschool. I mean band has a big part in making this year the best but if i was older even by a year or two.. .Would I even have met or looked at people the same as I do now? Would I have found all these amazing new friends? Probably not...I'm not even sure who I'd be...soo I guess what I'm trying to say in all this is...I am truely thankful for being this age (although i wish i could bump it up at times...) and in this grade. I want to make the next 3 years of highschool...really my last years of being a kid...the best time of my life...Well I don't know what else to say...so I will ttyl and luv u all lots!!

<333 Lauren

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Lauren
2. Lola (old basketball name...don't ask...weird coach)
3. and other pet names from people that i don't want to put on here

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. allthewayblonde8
2. bswildcatcutie08
3. hmm...idk ne more

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. All the amazing friends I have...
2. My hair...that people like to pet...lol  
3. ummm...how i love being myself

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. stupid geometry grade
2. towering over everyone...

3. procrastination and lazyiness sometimes...

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. I am Norwegian
2. My ancestors were vikings...ha that would be fun!
3. and idk...

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. dying
2. losing my loved ones...friends and family
3. spiders/ne bugs...and needles *shivers*

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS (aside from the obvious):
1. cellllll phone and aim...heh...gotta have those!
2. a necklace...
3. my hair straightner...so i don't have a curly fro

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. Yellowcard!!
2. Simple Plan
3. Mandy Moore...i love the walk to remember soundtrack

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment):
1. Blv. of Broken Dreams by Green Day
2. View From Heaven by Yellowcard
3. Kung Fu Fighting...ha I love singing that and sounding like the guy...

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Go to prom...

2. go to New York for Thanksgiving..but that's already happening ha i can't wait!
3. go bowling in Canada..

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Someone I can talk to on hours for end

2. Someone that loves me for me
3. Someone special...that I connect w/ like no one else...who can be my everything

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (no particular order):
1. I am a band geek
2. I going to buy fish and give them african american names...yea im cool.lol

3. I'm pretty short...ha yea I suck at lying...

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. a nice smile
2. pretty eyes
3. good looking...and maybe has a 6 pack...mmm those are nice.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. find friends that are more amazing than mine...or ne one who loves their friends more
2. understand geometry and have an A in that class...

3. cuss or finish a can of pop...i hate them both...

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. being with my friends...obviously
2. listening to music....radio or cds
3. talking...my social life means the world to me...as do all my friends 

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. to be w/ a certain someone...

2. eat some chessecake

3. and take another nice nap...

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. children's phyiscal therapist
2. orthopediac doctor...not surgeon
3. interior decorator

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. New York
2. New Zealand
3. the Carribean or Canada

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. go sky diving
2. be a drummer girl with Emily...yea you know it will happen...lol
3. meet Orlando Bloom...

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I wear jeans and t-shirts/hoodies all the time...
2. I can be lazy...
3. idk...you tell me

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I AM a girl
2. I always wear some make up and lipgloss
3. I am a sucker for chick flicks...

THREE CRUSHES PAST AND/OR PRESENT:
1. Giles...
2. Chirs Grimpo...Jefferson City guy...
3. heh...some I'd rather not say...

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS SURVEY RIGHT NOW:
1. you...
2. oh yea you....
3. and...hmmm...i got it...you!!

Well that was kinda fun...I'm still kinda bored but luckily i'm easily ammused and it shouldn't be too hard to find something to do. well I will ttyl and luv u all lots!!

<333 Lauren

Yesterday...was sooo much fun! I went to Giles' suprise 18th birthday party... We got him good...heh and it was just an awesome night...hmmm other updates. Saturday-slept in, and was supposed to have Emily over but she got sick..., then went to the musical w/ Natalie. awww it was amazing...I was pretty impressed and loved the music (pit and singing). Sunday-Church, got ready for the party, then obviously went to the party. Today-Claudia is coming over to watch movies and just hang out for the day...

On a more serious note...the other day something really touched me wrong...I'm getting sick of being a freshman. Not because of the FC or school...just because of how people see you. I mean I know I'm only 15 and bladdy bladdy blah but you know there is sooo much more to me. I hang out w/ juniors and seniors because I connect better w/ most of them than of kids my own age...And age is just a number. You can't help your feelings, age, or who you connect w/. I'm soo sick of being seen as an immature freshman...yes some are but we all aren't. I just hate being underestimated....I know its good to suprise people...but when people who know you do it. argh...idk i can't stand it. I know I'm still young but I am really quite mature and I just want to be seen that way. I want to be trusted and have people see I'm deep and more than I look....sry I just had to vent a little. Well not much else to tell ya...I will ttyl and luv you all lots!!

xoxo Lauren